It’s been awhile since I have sat down to write anything. I have spent much of the past year trying to keep my head above water, that I have become leary of anything positive. I have shared so much of the negative things and discussed at length how I have navigated these moments. I have gotten support and encouragement along the way from family, friends, coworkers, and even complete strangers. It seems only fitting that I share the positive, yet something held me back. I think I was afraid I was going to jinx myself. As if I celebrated to much the gods would reign disappointment and regret upon me.…