I started thinking about this on my drive into work this morning. This idea of the audacity to believe rolling around in my mind. The audacity to see the light when engulfed in darkness. The audacity to believe in love when surrounded by hate. The audacity to believe that everything is going to be ok, even when surrounded by unknowns. I had temporarily allowed those unknowns to formulate a strong defense against hope. Since my vacation my hope along with my audacity to believe in happy endings returned. An evolution of thought that rose up with a sunrise, as possibility crept in with the tides. Carried in on the breeze…

Back in the swing of things after being on vacation for close to two weeks. I can’t remember the last time I took that stretch of time off, and I encourage you all to do the same. It takes a few days of vacation to really unwind. To lift the weight of life from your shoulders and really breath and relax. I started every day of vacation with the sunrise. I woke, and as my babies slept I went for a walk. I didn’t have my usual distractions of music or another person chatting away as we walked. I let my thoughts take the main stage. I did this 3…

When your baseline is bitchy, and you are always a little bit pissed off. I have both allowed it to be my excuse for my behavior, and tried to fight it back. I am balancing my bitchiness with my calm if you will. Some days I do a better job of it than others. Some days I get a little help from my little cannabis infusing sister. She makes her own cannabis salve that helps treat inflammation, eczema, chronic pain, arthritis, fibromyalgia, tension headaches and migraines, bruising, muscle soreness, anxiety, and skin irritations That’s right CBD baby!! I started using this the other day when I was filled with frustration,…